Blog: Let’s start over

Three angels, three tips, triangle

Embarking on anything or something new does take times and effort. For someone who can be an introvert and who does not well put much effort into something it says or so witness just do not put words out of its mouth. But maybe after a while it can embark on some new obsessions some new feeling to be do it. New obsessed can’t be something that would make you focused on just on singular thing. When you have a focus that you come up with, one piece of focus can tear you to many other places around. So when you want to focus on singular little thing then you want to remember to stick to the path you are focusing on, and if the path leads to way for you to add value to your origins, focus you can figure a way to pursue it.

As for these focus, this person want to pursue a few focus and turn into an obsessed. For s few things this person wants to focus and has a feeling for obsessed but just need to take out three things as well. First negative thoughts on why I’m doing this, what I’m getting out from this, and what people thinking I’m doing this for. Secondly, you need ambitions and passionto follow your ultimate goal and dream. One way to achieve that for this person is to face your fears. You might be overthinking is not true, you are definitely overthinking. It’s never fun to overthink because this person just say research. So it’s just as Nike slogan is Just do it. So face your fears, put in the work show your actions and make mistakes but accept your mistakes to learn from them. Lastly, the need to kind of celebrate and go with small steps. Its coherent with overthinking, but is generals means you can start small and celebrate your small achievements. All achievements brings some south of reward into your life. Not all with bring you money yet, as that is one of the main rewards too, but as with patient and time and trust in your plans and small steps. Don’t ever forget to celebrate your achievements in all the steps you have made.

With all dangerous thoughts out to achieve your obsession or to find a new obsession or rehash your old obsession. Go for it! As this person wants to final,y celebrate its 3 main target and obsessions. Good writer, good stock trader, great entrepreneur. I understand all seems to be achieve as more for a professional goal not personal goals. Work life balance is very important. As this person somehow mini life experience has gone through. When your professions became an obsession, all your focus, time, passion, me time, free time, fun time, because one core, it means everything. The experiences this person had love editing, it’s became everything and with a good personal life and understanding now.

Eventually, to achieve all, three, they are other places and path it can break too. But essentially remember your main three achievements. Small target for reading, writing blogs, freelance writer, and also remember to ,earn and improve. Work on grammar, read difference for sentences fragmentation’s. Work on how website and well how WordPress works. It seems to various little things. Secondly trade, is all about researching, catching up news, and lastly taking risk with calculations. This means you just have to face your fears and do it. Sara fire your time and take calculated proper risks, and always make mistakes and believe in yourself. Lastly, always remember your 10 grade business plan. This person wrote a proper plan, it’s starting with healthy care and beverages. Lots of marketing work, need to learn and re start video shooting and video editing. Leads to time with Final Cut Pro, leads to how iPhone camera works, and leads to fin cut pro editing. So as always it take patience to remember to edit and take videos. And as number 2 said it’s shit to face your fears, do you always need to do it. At the end to open a cafe, a photographer studio, and a good beer garden pub, also start small with being s good writer to market. Be a good trader to invest and earn passive income and invest. Entrepreneurship a great one learns and grow. With all small value and small doing, do it properly with a plan and never lie to yourself. Always work on with your plan and achievements.

Lastly, it’s all three mains goals and achievements which turns t9 be a trainable. But a trainable will and can turn into various shape and forms and it will always come back to your with a pathward. A trainable if you look at it properly, it makes you focus in its empty shape when you draw in it. So draw anything inside your triangle. As this person three triangle, focus is written and comes back to its path. This person three triangle for introvert dangerous thoughts, is further out and in plan to work on it to find a solution. So inside this person triangle is a heart that keeps on pumping flowing as a red love, to s romantic just wants to find and be obsessed with passions and ambitions and of course a beautiful companion too, down the road.

Three angles, three, triangle becomes a heart, a new tattoo idea, as way with a new ways for why apples are healthy coming next.

The one where it starts

So fair, the title does not even suggest or give an innuendo to you readers what this post is about. Not something motivational or just me want to write and blog. This is about my day road trip to an humid, but beautiful old, but historically Ancient City of Thailand , name Ayutthaya.

Trip of unexpected

A trip of walking around to look at ancient temple and the ancient city turn out to be a ride along with your mates around the ancient city and temples. Its not like your mates are lazy, but the weather was very humid till the point you are sweating in your car with the air-conditioner turned to max. The heat was unbearable, it was just short and simple; hot. Short road trip does bring out old memories. Memories for back in the day.

Somehow nothing new happens. ……………………………. I should not even think or type don’t know how to put words, as simple I would want to related to as some things never change. The overall experience was memorable and fun but things as boredom, no destination, no communication is hard to explain and as always being alone to travel as it’s charm. I got to change and be more vocal when explaining on each trip should go, but at the end of my mindless mumbling, we went of boat noodles. Boat noodles are tradition miniature dish in The Ancient City. The broth are rich with pork blood, serve with pork slices or beef and mini pork or beef balls. Amazing and deliciously. But as always events do not pan out the way it goes. Boat noodles came late, it was delicious but the atmosphere of services was dreadful. What’s next was well a car ride around temple and then back to where I belong I guess in the city.

Your belonging, your place, but look back

Well it turns out to be a very long draft and a long blog post. The trip to ancient city Ayutthaya turns out to be just humid and hot but well it did make it want to go out and can’t wait to explore and start to to embark and explore around the world again.

A leap of courage

You can’t hide forever can’t ignore it you can only push and move forward with it. I miss childhood games running around hide and seek. Sometimes you are good at hiding that no one can find you. It does not happen in real life though. You can never be a good hider from anyone forever.

Sometimes a person who is impulse can also be a person who hate confrontation. Sometimes can hard for a person to confront about something which is not yours. What we can do about it is to just have a leap for courage to move forward to confront the person.

Honestly I had a plan written for this post but somehow it kind of went out of the window. This particular blog seriously does not have a direction now. A leap of courage is not meant to be misguided but it can feel like you are directionless. It’s not starting for the bottom but starting from experience and actually starting it.

No clear goals in site, then carry on through the journey to find the clear goal. Want an workmen’s want to stay at a apartment find a way to make you stay and earn yourself to be at an apartment.

Half way= half review,

What is this? Honestly I’m not sure too. Someone important to me ask me today, how I felt about reaching half way of 20201, what did you feel like you achieve. Honestly I felt the year flew by and I have been saying it a lot but it flew by. Many disappointments many downs many highs many ideas and plan but lastly, somehow it feels like the end and the beginning and a cross path. Half way of the year, I answer to the important person in my life by saying self improvement self doubts self motivation.

This person important person to me, lately I have been distance and/or quiet to people around me who are important and will be forever. I just maybe don’t know what to say or just tired with my thoughts and of course strength physically too. I do think I know the answer is to finally call it quits. I’m scared, I guess to take the step, in my head I need too and I want to take that seconding half step and it’s going to be a roller coaster up and down but a step that will help me personally to re connect with people who are important to me. I am and will be opening up and starting over again with the second half of the year to open up. I need to start with my passion again and take the final step to free myself and start the second half of the year to Jump Start my own business again.

My focus and passion is really up and down with my surrounds. My impulse of focus and passion can be very one dimensional and really impulsive, but I need to focus and not to fear my the roads a head to reach my ultimate dreams and goals. Is to always be an entrepreneur by heart, an entrepreneur who creates something different something to help locally and bring something good to community but also a entrepreneur who can provide for his good living in apartments and a sustainable lifestyle for himself of course but paramount to his goals is also t have someone as beside me and friends and family I cherish to be around me. Reaching that goal starts now with me focusing on when to quit mid month, or this year and this month, and of course to Jump Start into the second half with confusion but passion with excitement and focus on my goals to also answer my important friend on New Years,

My second half was amazing it was confusing anger fun making Mooney adding to relationships but what I reached is happiness for me for my family and of course my dream to be a entrepreneur with my own businesses. Time to Jump Start