Blog: Let’s start over

What to do, in a time that you need to start finding your way. I always wanted a way out from words saying I needed my big figure head. A figure head which has and inevitably providing, handing me, and nourishing me presently. A way to run away and a way to figure things out felt like it went out for the door 5 years for my teenagers to young adulthood. Five years I said have regrets but five years for my life which had the most happiness, amazing to miserable life lessons, heading towards failures, and back to square one. Square one is a place that I did made it my comfort zone, made it someone who I was but never felt comfortable in who I was. I felt I could be different and do something different, something better with what I had dreamt about.

From those moments it times again for big figure head needs to find way still provide with me and head towards me again. I am taking it with one arm and one arm for doubt, I like the excitement and the fear for owning a business or sharing a business, I want to earn open and always have a photography studio opening up as a dream, a space for people to work and open with. The excitement and fear for working together and later achieving my dream is what I think I need it.

Sometimes learning to accept a opening hand from big figure heads again is a way back to square one and go back up again. Square one does not mean failure it means learning and experiences with life that you know is something you miss and enjoyed but is something you don’t want to head back, there is something else to head forward too, square one does it mean failures as stated above it just means you are finding a new puzzle on your life to fill. A new puzzle in life you are drawing to stack up and finding the right shapes to make a picture they you can see. A picture for opening a second cafe by the beginning in for next year on my birthday Debra the 3 opening a bigger cafe outside for Bangkok to create that third cafe a place where everyone has to visit when they visit that particular city as in Chiangmai, huahin, bangsan, or Nan.

Hard work, passion, excitement, enjoyment and of course money and caring is what you need to achieve success, but for other people it can different, but at the end of the day when you find something you love and find something you love it brings the best out of you. This is something I enjoy and love but fear to fail again, never think twice and go and create a new puzzle and enjoy the work on it, and bring back old puzzle you enjoy as video and editing, so it’s time as the title stated

JUMP START and create your new puzzle! Draw a picture and create a new reality. Jump start your new reality.

Just one day. People are crazy human beings. Time is crazy, everything around you can feel crazy and just so quick. Your mind and heart can sometimes still wander and be when you were sixteen or it parachuted you to your time at university. You are physically present in your workplace, in your apartment, but in your mind and your heart you are wandering around at your comfort zone. You need to escape, be bold, and to be brave. A time when you do not think and go out the whole time.

A moment of change: Do you believe in a theory or even a word called epiphany. A moment in someone life where people say can change you. I want to believe it, a moment a change in a person life that pi feel like you got focus and ambition in life. I don’t say I want to believe it, but I want to feel it or senses one day. The way to change it, is to do something show your actions more then words. They said, opportunity are for the people who are prepared, well you need to be prepared.

Time to prepare, it prepare sometimes that give you excitement and focus: Adults want to became kids again, and vice versa kids, wants to be like adults and want to grow up. Each adults do have different kind of ambitions and passion, they want as for some others the feeling for working and having the emotions, and feeling for when you were a kid going out to play with your friends. I heard a speech from an amazing Bollywood actor recently, about how focus and excitement comes with work when you enjoy with. Find work that you enjoy as enjoyment brings you hundredth focus, because when you enjoy it there is nothing else to focus, you are physically and mentally there in the moment, with your work,your craft, your colleagues, you are just present in the moment and present in life,

Questions more than answers: How to find your passion, how do I be in the moments. I wonder if an epiphany happens to everyone. You hear stories that you can never be actually ready for anything, like when you are a parent, no one is fully ready, but you can also be prepared. Both words are basically synonymous, but the meaning can be very different. Being ready is someone saying they are perfect but being prepared is someone who is up for the challenges they are going to face but with a smile on their face, as you had choose your challenges and want to accomplish your goals. So be prepared with the opportunities that life can throw at you, and improve everyday to add value to yourself everyday. Remember there are never bad days just days you need to keep learning to improve thyself.

Can’t believe I use Victorian age word, just now.

I can’t believe it but I could and I want to do it so much now that I can feel it, taste it, sense it, and actually see it and importantly reached it in a few more effort I can reach my results and my goals for the big reward or rewards.

Now I want to break per week Bangkok record for sales works. I want to let people listen to my stories about helping child orphanage in Thailand to help these child’s who don’t have the same opportunities we have. With my efforts to talk to people to reach out will give me big rewards I never though I could achieve. The reality is that I can achieve it, I can make it happen, I can reach to the summit and new goals as well with focus, determination, positive thinking, and confidence. Don’t lose it.

By saying so much what I want is to break per week Bangkok points. I have is 15.55 points I need to reach 21 points, which I need in 2 days. So I need it 5.45 points is two days or tomorrow I can achieve it and last day is bonus days. By reaching my target my first rewards is to big Bangkok per week points, second achieve is green zone, my trainer gets one week more to achieve Team Leader promotion, my other colleagues get to be promoted too. Big rewards coming after achieving and trusting your focus your goals with confidence and efforts. Sorry grammatical mistakes, but I’m nervous, my heart is pumping and I want it badly, so badly. I am going to do it, go on the bulletin too for my workplace as well another reward, so let’s achieve it. Efforts and more efforts with new attitude and positive thinking . GO FOR IT

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An eventful Sunday, meeting new and young people. I thought I was young but meeting new young people with just different ideas and perspective on life then I was brought up with. People now I feel are more caring and more helping. You do still find helpful people. But anyways sales was alright in the morning. Ate Indian food after a long time and did a bit and very very basic lightroom editing, but as I was typing and thinking all along and wanted to do all along is to start with five minutes. And you what these 20 minutes of being unproductive but just starting something made me feel good, just made me still feel I prefer to have my own space when I want to do some editing and learning something new, just do not like to show it in front for people I know. But to strangers I do not mind. It is time to use the condo facilities as I am going to stay here for a while, where I am very pleased and happy with my home, in an apartment. Time to move on and start making these 20 unproductive minutes into 10 productive minutes too 50 productive minutes to 100 and more productive minutes to add value to myself.

As for now enjoy, telling myself the tiny small baby steps of Lightroom photo editing, but to make your photos come out good, is to take good photos as well, so do it too. Enjoy your iphone camera and start doing smartphone photography and take some good photos too. 

Its alright edit can be way more better, till tomorrow and be more productive